Chris

It's amazing how popular the background image became years after this; it was actually JJ who first used it. He asked me to add our logo, some text, and that became something we often shared and tried to encourage people to further widen it. Also, a glimpse into the past when our logo included the Notts badge.

Yesterday, we went to Wilford Cemetery to see Chloe (my and Cheeky's stillborn daughter), who would have turned 20. Kate baked some cupcakes, and we took some candles up. One of the cakes we left for Granny Pie. I had to meet up with Jake in the city centre, and that meant catching a bus by myself. My anxiety went through the roof, and, as typical as you can expect, the bus was filled with annoying people. I mean, it could have been worse, but certainly I don't like hearing people being rude or obnoxious. Once my stop came, I leapt to get off the bus. Has anyone else noticed the increase of idiots who try to walk on as people are getting off? People need more patience. The number 10 bus, which was pretty crammed, was a lot more pleasant. It was much nicer the rest of the day; we stayed up long enough to watch the sun go down and for certain lights on the graves to come on. We talked, laughed, and sang happy birthday to Chloe. We went to call on Granny, my grandparents and my aunt. Then we went back to Chloe before we walked to the outside car park and ordered an Uber home.

I have read a fair bit of criticism from Tuesday night's game, with regards to Kellan Gordon. All I can say is that he does become inconsistent, but he has waited a while to start regularly, and the last time he was in good form, Stuart Maynard dropped him, and then he fell back onto the bench. We need to be making sure that whoever plays, the wing-backs have support and understand 100% how they can do their job. We do need to be mindful of fatigue, but at the same time players need to step up and show more determination towards getting the results we need to maintain our battle for promotion. At one point it was ours to give away, as we put pressure on Walsall and whilst it seemed unlikely we would gain the six points required to be on a level with them. We have gone in the opposite direction. Maynard seems to struggle with periods like this, so it's vital he gets to grips with them. People have already returned to wanting him out; that is their right, but we do need to make sure that the calls don't further our growing poor form. Losing to Barrow feels like a bit of a step back, which is disappointing despite how good a league team they have become. I am aware of the stats from the game, as we need to make sure we kill off games with such a high possession percentage. There are a lot of minutes to be played in March. Maynard needs to manage them, and we have to make sure our chances count for something. In terms of officials, if we play at our best and take those chances which present themselves. Then, their decisions shouldn't affect us as much. The players need to cut out some of the frustration which builds during games, and just get on with it. I might have missed two recent games, but I am seeing a growing amount of it amongst players like Kellan Gordon and George Abbott. If we don't finish in the playoffs, it won't be the end of the world, but Notts would have given it a go. It's natural to miss out on automatics when other teams are starting to find good form, but Notts can't let the start of the season, or the Christmas/New Year form, count for nothing.

I didn't get to go to the game, and I haven't yet watched the full game or highlights. Yet I am sure the right player has been voted for, and it is good to see Jacob Bedeau continuing his form. Thanks for voting, everyone.

MK Managerless is a laughingstock of a team. Why does their owner believe throwing money at managers and players is the way to build a team? They should have stuck with Scott Lindsey a bit longer, but I did say appointing him based on the success of Crawley Town seemed weird. I wonder if they plan to make an approach to Carlisle United and hire Mark Hughes? Whoever comes in must be given the full season. All this axing managers and signing players is causing them deep-rooted problems.

I have met the chair of the Trust. I think he mentioned there were a few on it in one past meeting, but nobody ever took his second seat. This is true, I was asked to do the interview, and my sister-in-law and brother took me down to Meadow Lane. Only to be told by Iris that the Trust wanted to conduct the interview, and that it was considered more important. Perhaps, if the Trust was actually known to fans, it might be right. Unfortunately, I don't remember his name, but I have seen him in Nottingham and a few times at home games. The interview was in relation to the news of Alan Hardy suddenly putting the club up for sale, and the concerns about the debt that was being reported at the time.

Isn't there already a 10-second rule? The newer dark arts, such as keepers going to ground without reason and physios masking their hands when talking to the player, are something that needs to be addressed. For the safety of goalkeepers, I believe that if they go down more than once and hold up play multiple times, then they should be forced to be substituted. If we are taking player safety seriously, and want to cut out time-wasting, then this is an area that must be sorted. It would virtually prevent it, along with masking your comments should they be deemed unsportsmanlike. "Stay down, lad, we can keep the momentum off if you just take your time." What's the purpose of the action, otherwise, if it wasn't to give this sort of nonsense across?

I caught @cheeky~k8 watching the last series, oddly, I was downstairs as the news was on and it announced the winner before the show started. No idea why it made the BBC news, not sure why they teased the spoiler, and why give the result away before watching. A very odd tactic; still, I find these sorts of shows impossible to watch. I just don't like false people, or shows that like to create drama out of the "Big Brother" textbook of shows. Worse of all, I am starting to sound like my dad!!!

This is a true story. I attended an event many years ago, around 2013, where I was asked to take photographs of the event. As part of the event, I had a ticket which I purchased with my own money, but I hadn't ordered food. My plan was to eat something afterward, but I misjudged how long I would be there and by the time the food was coming out to tables, I felt starving. I was kindly offered pie and chips, for which I thanked the person. (could be nice) 😂 To be honest, I felt very thankful, but I did reject the pie, as I was never a fan of it. I had intended to enjoy some chips. However, on my plate was a Pukka Pie and gravy. No chips. 😂 Feeling hungry, I started to carefully eat the pie crust. I am quite a fussy eater, but I enjoyed it. About 40% into the pie, a waitress brought me some chips. I don't expect anyone to be kind, or to go out of their way for me, but I very much appreciated this. Yes, supplying photographs and my time, if paid as a photographer would be more than the price of the food, but I have never cared about that. It's an experience for me, and I left in admiration of Pukka Pies. Guerrillero "Pineapple on Pizza" Heroico, will join the fight to get Pukka Pies back to San Sirrel.

It's always good to see a Notts player getting their name in an article like this; David McGoldrick has deserved it and we'll be better off when he's able to return to action. The good thing is, we should be able to manage him better and rotate/change him when he needs a bit of time. This season he has been far and away one of the most improved and consistent players compared to last season.

As a community where everyone should be able to say they "love" Notts, we should put that love and passion first. All groups should build each other up, both big and small. After all, fans will choose whom to support and where to take their voices. The main thing is to listen and carry that forward. You don't need any official connection to do this, just someone as a point of contact within the club. This is what the previous attempts failed with, so I hope the new committee will be beneficial. I strongly feel that the club needs to get some representation for young supporters. My cries of neglect that the Junior Magpies/ YOUng PIES still haven't been properly addressed, and they are our future. There have been encouraging, but I am aware of a lot of disappointment. The Junior Magpies used to be a fantastic scheme for younger fans, and should be returned to its former glory. This YOUng PIES branding, I still believe needs scrapping. Plus, it's important for the club to listen to feedback of this nature rather than ***-for-tat.

I have always said I want to go watch a Bradford Park Avenue game. I swear we had an ex-player who signed for them during the National League years we had, but one day, I will get to go to one of their games. I'd like to explore the side of my family's roots, which @super_ram explained. It would be nice to see what happened to the family cafe, and where my grandmother grew up. She was a lovely lady, very much of the presence you felt when thinking of Princess Diana. My Grandfather Tom (real name William, also called Bill) 😂 struck gold, and it wasn't even what he was originally mining for. I've never referred to either of my grandmothers as "Nan," but I felt the warmth of it. It's just not something I ever thought of saying at the time, as I say, she was a proper lady, and I miss her deeply. It's a shame how Bradford Park Avenue have never managed to reclaim some of their glory years; they don't have the finances to compete competitively, and, with the right investor, could be a great team to revive. Unfortunately, they are overlooked by Bradford City and some who choose to support Leeds United, despite the rivalry between them. Having interviewed and spoken to Uncle Colin (Colin Slater), his memories of Bradford Park Avenue were fascinating. It was a club he spoke very fondly of; he even told me a story about the club's former owner, who he used to be good friends with.

Please, let's not throw Jodi Jones back in if he becomes available. Even as a sub, I would afford him a little more time because we have some important fixtures, and I would be tempted, if I were Stuart Maynard, to focus on the games where we can afford to protect him a little more. I think Nick Tsaroulla would benefit from starting more games; his partnership with Kellan Gordon is something I feel we could benefit more from; both players do much better when they are more involved, without being dropped. I would also encourage more faith from the start with Mai Traore so he can get up to pace naturally; if he struggles or makes mistakes, so be it. We just need to make sure, from a defensive point of view, we can mop up any trouble if this were to happen. David McGoldrick returning would be a blessing, but just like Jodi I think we could afford him to be on the bench at least against Fleetwood. Charlie Whitaker seems to be thriving and getting heavily involved in games, which we should encourage, and give him more starting time. So, I would hope he is among the first players named on the team sheet.

The club has done this in the past; it didn't work then, and I don't believe it would now. I would hope that it does have benefits, but from my experience it just leads to being unproductive. I wish that this could work, and that supporter groups are treated equally, and that they put aside any differences to serve us fans better. Under Alice Kelk, I personally felt my presence wasn't respected. I got kicked out, then re-asked to take part. I soon decided, like many others, that it wasn't worth the hassle or my time, though my intentions were only to help the club. I personally didn't want to be all that involved, though some sought access to the board level, and I don't like that idea. The point of the committee was to represent the fans, provide supporter feedback, work in harmony, and assist the club with fan-related initiatives. Though most meetings were pointless, and my treatment greatly saddened me. I had a very good understanding with Sarah Gooding, who first started the committee idea, and even though those original meetings seemed pointless. It was nice to see groups at the same level, and it seemed promising, but they just stopped and started. Once Sarah left, Alice eventually resumed it, and I don't think my issues stemmed from her. Yet to be removed from the list, to be told it was a mistake, considering how involved I was, just made me realise my effort and time would never be appreciated. Whoever comes in as the chair needs to avoid silly disagreements and start with a plain canvas, without taking sides or listening to past gossip, because it does not help the future.

It's unfortunate that several attempts to allow politically based discussions have failed during the time the Pride of Nottingham has existed. Therefore, it is banned immediately from today. In line with the majority of online forums, I have decided to remove the political forum. This might upset some people. However, there is never an easy decision, and I can honestly say I have tried in many ways to make it work without issues. But such is the nature of passion; it is impossible. The only exception is cartoons, as these can be funny. But any attempts to discuss politics in writing will be removed by the moderation team. I do not want to discourage active participants, but the site and community are better off keeping things non-politically aligned. There are plenty of subjects to discuss which won't become heated, so I encourage members to support this decision. In addition to the changes, I will limit the site's access for guests. Forum posts will have a limit, as with articles, but most visitors will be able to read articles, features, and news without an issue until this content is viewed more than ten times. This counter will include all the articles. I would advise those who are not members to consider joining and becoming a part of the community. Some forums will also be made strictly members-only. In time, I will make some features unavailable to newcomers. Such as the ability to edit content, privileges will be gained by active participation of the community. This will fall in line with badges and awards to be used as incentives for involvement. Our community grows with your support, which is always appreciated. Best wishes, Chris

I don’t see why the Reedtz family would want to part ways with Stuart Maynard. Although I was critical of him after the Salford game, I believe the team showed great determination, they have his support, and Maynard really stepped up. For me, it’s important to see him learning and, despite some disappointing performances, he is doing a good job. Given that his assistant and senior coach left during the season, I think he managed to stay focused on what mattered and has not shied away from his responsibilities at the club. He has my support, and I can admit when I’m wrong. However, I believe that securing a playoff spot is crucial for many fans. This team is good enough for promotion, but we have quite a few injury-prone players, and many of them provide the quality and creativity needed in tough situations. I hope he gets more time to prove himself, but I also think it’s important to bring in more quality players, especially in key areas like the striker's department.

I can't believe I'm your first! I love reading your entries so far @allardyces tash.

Great EFL goalkeeper, with a few years in the Premier League, but by far outshone most in the Championship. A bit hotheaded, but quite funny too. I remember watching a cup match where two pitch invaders came on, one of whom was acting aggressively, and Kenny just kicked him to the goal line. 😂 I think he would have also been better off staying with Sheffield United instead of joining QPR. His career really did reach highs and then lows. I wonder what his management style is like? If he gained anything from Neil Warnock, combined with his no-nonsense playing style, I wouldn't want to upset him. Great keeper!

Last week, I went with @cheeky~k8 to a physio appointment, but unlike normal, it wasn't for me. Tuesday, it was a strange day. First part felt rather empty, though I was looking forward to going to Wilford Cemetery. I also felt encouraged to go see Notts even though I wasn't really wanting to be around people. My friend had done the crossbar challenge and had won executive box tickets, which were for the Colchester game. We took a Uber up to the cemetery, spent a while with Granny Pie, my grandparents, and my aunt Jean's (young baby) when she passed away. Then a short walk to our daughter's grave, which brought some laughter from Jake/Ava's antics. 😛 After we went to the Wolds Pub for a family meal. None of us were feeling all that great; I felt quite rough with the bug I am still trying to shake off. I had lasagna and shared a bowl of chips with Ellie. After eating, we spoke a little about memories and Jake making kettle sounds as a baby. To which, Granny would often tell me to leave him alone when I joked about it, but would always ask Jake if he had put it on for her. 😂 The Colchester game was frustrating, soulless, and disappointing. I enjoyed the company, very thankful that my friend had Jake and me join him. I enjoyed the match as much as I did the chicken & mushroom pie that had been pre-ordered weeks before the postponed game. I never got it! They said they had run out of them, which is baffling when you pre-ordered. Pretty typical of Notts, and quite poor on their catering front. I've worked in places that would be ashamed if this had happened, but I did enjoy my box of chips. Jake, on the other hand, had a chicken balti pie and hated everything but the few pieces of chicken it contained. Others who were supposed to have potatoes in theirs had none; some didn't even contain gravy!!! @Piethagoram: I think we could get a fair amount of fans who want Pukka Pies back!!!

Very sluggish start to the day. I can't report much in terms of activity in the real world, but I have been doing server- and site-related stuff. In a moment I will update the news ticker; I probably should look if I can implement permissions for non-admins to update it. I am hoping to pick things up; it's frustrating me, and I don't like how inactive I have been due to personal matters. I know most will understand; it's not that, it's me. At least I am snug and in virtually no pain. Also, my left hand is starting to feel normal. I feared I might have broken it or done some nerve or muscle damage when I put it back in place. So, that's a positive. I also want to sort out time to try to go to a gym, but this would depend on my friend whose partner is currently preparing for the loss of her nan. It's very sad, and I really hope they both come through it.

Tranmere are usually a good lot, who respect football and I am glad to read this. A little off subject, but... I felt a bit disappointed by how some of our fans turned Mick's death into something disrespectful, Jake (@super_pie) showed me some comments on Notts' Facebook page, and honestly, there was no need for them. Notts did pay respect to Mick, the half-time segment was a good listen. I realise many might have missed it, due to drinking, socialising, trying to stay warm, etc. Yet it was still done; it might have been an idea to record it, and put a video tribute up on the club's YouTube channel. Suggesting the club didn't care, rushed it, or disrespected Mick, I feel is the wrong view. Clubs must obtain EFL approval for memorials and moments of silence. I also recall being told rules about why it had to be done before the game, but honestly, I think Notts just wanted to pay their respects. The backlash to some petty comments about it being postponed, and announced for Tranmere might have come due to the club managing to line up more for the memorial. I don't know if more people, family, etc, attended the game against Tranmere, but I would imagine the club reached out to them. The biggest disappointment is how I got the feeling some fans just took the frustration of losing to Port Vale as an excuse to blow off steam about this subject. It's embarrassing and disrespectful. Unpopular view, I imagine, but I speak with sense and freely cringe at some of our fanbase.

Sorry, Robbie, I didn't make the game due to being unwell, and I haven't seen any highlights. Keen to get back into doing what PON needs, so I apologise for missing this.

For many years, I dedicated myself to attracting more active members, focusing on various aspects, and even during that time, it felt special to be supported by my family. I greatly appreciated when Jake expressed interest and a desire to write blogs, among other contributions. The support from my parents has always been exceptional. Granny Pie cherished the website, took pride in my efforts, and extended her compassion to the community. On the day my mother found her peace, we mourned the loss of a truly special individual. Throughout the numerous challenges I have encountered, and the difficulties imposed by my mental health, Granny Pie carried that burden without a single complaint, never once prioritising her own needs. She consistently listened, offered her love, and encouraged me to pursue the correct path. Without the support of my family, I might have given up. Indeed, during the period when I was unable to work, I doubted my ability to continue because of my health. (when I was absent before her passing) In her unique and endearing manner, she provided both encouragement and admonishment. She understood the profound influence my grandfather, Ray had on my life and my passion for Notts. There was not a day when my mother did not urge me to return to PON, even during her illness. This motivated me, though I now struggle to maintain that consistent drive due to my health. Nevertheless, I remain determined to make her proud. I aspire for both of my parents to recognise that the Pride of Nottingham is a significant accomplishment. I am certain my grandfather and mother are watching over me. I deeply miss them both, but my mother was, quite literally, my world. Thank you, Tone.

I am delighted for George Abbott, he's been in great form, and his goal was something special. Without being biased, I feel it's well-deserved.

I assume Football Radar replaced Richard Montague when he left, and it's likely that the person who I believe will be hired will be in his place. This would make a lot of sense, as Football Radar most likely would have given Montague the platform to do what he did here. The structure of the club shows that we are understanding how to present the data in the best way for our recruitment to work. Whilst I am disappointed, Montague won't be the sole reason for our recruitment having been so successful under Reedtz's ownership. I write this not to discredit Montague, but because Football Radar offers a platform where people can learn how to handle analytics in football. The telling will be how he transitions to his duties at Swansea City. Also, he might not use Football Radar data, nor might the club want to pay for FR data or access to it. It's possible, but I think it's more likely that Montague will access one of the many football databases and use what he learned to further his career. This appointment seems quite risky, as Luke Williams's position isn't exactly safe. Those who think Richard Montague will not be affected in the scenario of Williams eventual or possible departure, throw more unknowns into the situation. It's quite common for managers to not want to work under a director of football. Williams success will be a determining factor in the recruitment process. By Swansea City's own admission, this past transfer window has been considered a failure. It seems to me, at least it seems like a last-ditch effort to give Williams more of a platform to succeed. Considering he's made public statements about not wanting to go near the Swansea City dressing room and a whole host of negative comments about the players. It paints a picture of what I can only describe as a ship like the Titanic wanting to avoid an iceberg at sea.